I’ve been namecalled a disgrace more often than I would like.
I’ve wanted to give up probably everyday.
The thing i’ve wanted to give up the most was life.
Honestly, sometimes I don’t know why I keep trying.
I don’t know why despite all these terrible things said to me by people who supposedly care for me i’ve been trying to smile through it all.
I’ve managed to quiet down my depression, but on days like this it comes back full on.
Will I ever succeed?
I’m writing to refrain myself from crying.

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